ini je yg sepatutnye ak dapat..

"Lonely Day"

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
It's a day that I'm glad I survived 

dear god :((

A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there, back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
?Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
?Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

Well, some search never finding a way
Before long they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade

A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed ?

Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

aku syg kau la !

nak mule cmne ye... hurm... ak da mule syg ko. tp ak taktaw la nape ak ley syg ko.. ak pon tak paham nape ley jadik cm ni. sbb bg ak.. ati ak da jadik batu doe ! tp ak strt ak terkenal gn kau ni.. tbe2 je.. ko mandrem ak ke ha ? hahahahah ! tp ak tak taw la relation ni lame mane ley thn sbb da byk kali ak kne tipu, kne game. kne ap2 la yg buruk2. saket sgt wei jadi cmtu.. ak tkt ko pon cam jntan2 lain sblm ko. sbb laki cmtu la. ckp manis saje ! tp cam hampeh !! ak arap ap yg ko ckp kat ak tu,itu jgk la yg ko bwt. sbb tak gne gak kalo ko ckp byk tp takde satu pon ko same gn ap yg ko ckp. ak da trauma gn LELAKI. hope ko boley tolng ak. hope sgt adan <3

fall in love ke ?

now !

BERKAWAN BOLEY, UNTOK BERCINTA, TIDAK BUAT MASA INI ;))

totally look diffrent~

hurmmm~ ak taktaw nak ckp ap... seday pon ad, apy pon ad, nak nangis pon ad.. dye da apy gn plhan dye. ak taktaw la nape ak tekley nak benci dye. walaupon da bnyak bnda yg dye da tipu ak ! geram nye ! tp ak tak pham nape ak tak ley nak benci dye. ak still rindu dye walaupon dye da nak kawen.. hahhahah ! ak da gle gak nye ni. tegile kat suami org. bala2.. adoi... boley kne potong pale ak gn bini dye nt. hahahha ! tp ap2 pon ak tggu kad kawen dye. nk sgt tgk "EX-COUPLE" kat ats pelamin... ap ak ase nt ye ?? skrg mmg la tak saba2 nk g tgk, tpak tak taw ap jadi nt... tp ap2 pon, kne tggu kad kawen dulu. OH GOD ! KUATKAN SEMANGAT AKU...

the new one :)

hahahaha !
sgt tak percaye la.. tapi tah la.. ala biase la.. ske tgk keindahan ciptaan ALLAH mmg mcm ni.. sejok je ati.. hehehehe~ tp bkn ap pon, saje nk menghiburkan ati yg sunyi ni kan.. drpd pk bnda yg takde, beh bek pk bnda yg ad nk agak menyeronokkan.. n sgt seronok time overnite wit my pren at T.C. sgt best.. tak pena la apy camtu.. tapi ad jgk yg takde. ak ase kalo lg ramai lg seronok.. takpe. t ak ase nak bwt lg gn dak kls.. hehhehe~

mencari..

susah betol kte nak paham ati org kan ?? kte taktaw ap dye ase, kte taktaw ap dye pk, kte tak taw ap kat ati dye.. cmtu jgk org pk kt kte... same je.. smue tu bepusing je.. kan ? hehehhe~ senanye ak tak taw nak jage ati org.. tak pndai nak jage ati org sbb ak taktaw nk tahan mara ni.. kalo ak nak mara ak mara je.. tapi ak taktaw dalam ak mara tu ad yg terase ati, ad yg sday.. tp ak wat bodo je. tak amek pdli.. ptt ke ak teroskan pangai ak cmni.. tp... ak geram kalo kte wat baik, ad plak yg naik pale.. jadii cmne tu.. hurmmm. bia r akk jadik diri ak sndir. tak nak jadik plastik.. n ak akan suke brkawan kalo kawan tu prlukan ak n ak sgt ske brmusuh kalo org tu carik pasal dulu.. ala perang physco pon best jgk.. muke ada senyom dalam hati.. hahahahhaha ! pk la ap yg ptt di rase ;)

missing~

nape ak tak pandai nk jage ati samone yg ak syg ? nape ak tak pena kesa gn ap yg dye ase ? ke dya yg tak pena hiraukan ak ? ak tak phm yg smue yg di sekeliling ak.. masing ad pangai sndiri.. ak tak brani nak komen.. sbb bg ak, ak pon cam tu.. kadang2 ak pon tak paham ap yg ak nak lam idop ak ni... astrghfirullahalazimm...
tp bg ak skarg.. ati ak da beku untuk lelaki... teralu beku.. ak da pnt kne main, kne tipu.. ayt manis tp cam HARAM! ak benci kan kau ! ko taw ! tp... ak nak jgk ase ap yg gurl lain ase... ase kne syg... ad org care.. tp.. bkn rzki ak untok dpt smue tu balek... mby blasan tok ak sbb dulu ak ske sgt saket kan ati org yg syg ak... n... skrg.. dorg smue da bhgia gn psgn baru... n aku.... di sini, tetap di sini.. sendiri , menyendiri dan dipinggirkan :))
ak tak slahkan sape2.. mmg takdir ak jadi camni... ak tak kesa mane.. tapi ad la kesa ckit.. hehehehe~ ak rindu zman skola ak dulu la.... hurmmmm~