pretending to be happy when you're in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl
And you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you
Old friend why are you so shy
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but
I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over

Never mind I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you two
Don't forget me I beg I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but
I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over

Never mind I find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you two
Don't forget me I beg I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes they're memories made
Who would have known how bitter-sweet this would taste

Never mind I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me I beg I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind how I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you two
Don't forget me I beg I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,

Adira - Lara Lagi (OST - Ombak Rindu)

Hafiz - Untuk Kamu (Ombak Rindu OST)

Hafiz Adira - Ombak Rindu (OST Ombak Rindu)

sometimes i stay up just thinking for no reason

by Gordon B. Hinckly

Aim high,
but do not aim so high that you totally miss the target.
What really matters is that he will love you,
that he will respect you,
that he will honor you,
that he will be absolutely true to you,
that he will give you the freedom of expression and let you fly
in the development of your own talents.
He is not going to be perfect,
but if he is kind and thoughtful,
if he knows how to work and earn a living,
if he is honest and full of faith,
the chances are you will not go wrong,
that you will be immensely happy.

music is my everything !

hahahah !
tah sjak bile lak ak rajen nk mengUPDATE natang ni..
hummm.. mby sbb lately ni asek dpn lappy nk siap kan repot kot..
ok larh.. ni list lagu yg owes teman ak.. ak suke lagu2 ni.. kbykan lagu2 ni mcm perli ak.. sbb mmg ad kne mngena gn ak.. jht lagu2 ni.. ske wat ak touching.. bhahahah ! cam benggong je nk menjiwa kan..?
bkn ke ak da tade jiwe ?? mane pg erk ? ad org curik ke ? or da kne buang jao2 ??
hurmm.. tah la.. ak ase.. jiwe tu ad. tp da jadi batu.. LIKE A STONE. so.. da tade mkne la ak nk toucing2 dgr lagu2 ni lg.. just tok tman ak time ak alone je.. gpon ak mmg owes alone pun :))
oriteee.. ni list nye :))
1--> 3doors down- here without u, loser, when im gone, be sombody
2-->coldplay- the scientist, clocks, in my place, yellow, stop and stare.
3-->evanescence- bring me to life, my immortal, going under,
4-->hoobastank-crawling in the dark, out of control, the reason
5-->james blunt- goodbye my lover, youre beautiful
6-->jet- look what u have done
7-->the fray- how to save a life, never say never
8--> one republic- goodlife,
9-->maroon5- she will be loved, goodnight2
10-->hinder- lips on an angel
11-->muse- starlight
12-->nickelback- far away, how u remind me, some day
13-->h.i.m- gone with the sin, wings of butterfly
14-->metallica- the unforgiven two
15-->nirvana-smells like teens spirit, been a son
16-->pink- dont let me get me, family potrait, just like a pill, perfect, trouble.
17-->avril lavinge- when youre gone, dont tell me, fall the pieces, why, innocence, keep holding on, knocking on heavens door, iris, get over it,together.
18-->incubus- drive, anna molly
19-->nelly furtado- im like a bird
20-->christina perri- jar of heart
21-->dadali- di saat ku mencintaimu
22-->ungu- tercipta untukku
23-->st12- saat terakhir, biarkan jatuh cinta
24-->melly goeslow- hanya
25-->ella-pengemis cinta
26-->seether & amy lee- broken

ermm.... byk lagi.. tp... nt la smbg lg.. tibe2 plak ak jd len mcm mlm ni.. becampo2 plak.. tp pleng byk cam nk bajir je...  nite, sweet dream, salam

Did u know How To Love ?

assalammualaikum :))

ase nyer da lame giler ak tak lepak kat cnie.. kdng2 tu masok pon just nk drop lagu yg aku ase sgt best ak nk kongsi n ak ase lagu tu ad kena mengena gn idup ak.. tu jer kot ak nk bebel... hheheheh~

actully.. byk ak nk citer.. tp ak tak taw nk mule dr mane.. hurmmm.. gune gmbar jela kot..

 no1 -->  ehemmm.. muke ktorg happy tak ? msty la happy kan.. sbb SGT BEST keje kat land ofice ni :))

no2--> nie plak muke2 bahagia time aidilfitri rituu.. hhehe...

no3--> haaaa.. ni plak muke GUMBIRA time da smpai kat broga hill.. sgt puas ati sbb stlh sekian lame nye nk g sane akhirnye dpt gak pg. hehhe.. thnx a lot to k.wa, k.as, n angah yg pelawe org g manjat same dorg :)) i lurve u guys !!!

no4--> yang ini plak time ad game PETANDA kat sepang.. best giler time ni :))

no5--> haaa.. yg ni mcm tak caye.. cam mimpi pon ad gak.. tbe2 je ada kat indonesia.. kat sea game plak tu.. pk2 balek.. betol ke ak kat dlm tu.. hehhe.. siap bwk balek medal lg.. cam org tua2 kata "tuah ayam nmpak di kaki, tuah manusia sape yg tahu"  kire ak ni bertuah jgk la.. da la jadi atlit tngkap muat je.. tgk2 balek bwk plak medal.. huhuhu.. mcm tak caye... tp ni mmg kenangan yg tak dpt ak lupe.. dpt pg negara org dgn bawak nama MALAYSIA. BENDERA MALAYSIA N BAJU BELANG.. sgt berbangga dgn tnaggungjawab ni.. I LOVE MALAYSIA ! TANAH TUMPAH DARAHKU :)

no6--> even time ktorg pg sne time ujan.. tp ktrg dpt gak main taw.. hehhe.. sgt menyeramkan.. gerun tp best ! hehehehehe.. tp yg best gle dpt spent time with my lovely aida, k.wa n angah.. sgt best giler time tu :)) lurve u so much guys !!

no7-->  eamm.. i think tu je kot yg ak nk share.. now nga struggle untok siapkan report akhir yg da nk kne anta time lapor diri kat poly 19 nie.. sgt serabut ooo! arggghhhh !! dala kne g poli awl dr mmber2 lain.. jadi kne la jgk siap kn awl.. tkt tak smpat nk print jer... lastly... i will miss anything n everything tht i have left at PDHL.. i will miss all of tht badly !! sgt gumbira bile berada di sane.. sgt byk moment2 yg tak dpt ak lupe.. n thank a lot kat noorashikin aida yg owes ada gn ak even nk g tandas.. hehhe.. i love u so strong my sweetheart ! jge elok2 ati aku taw.. sbb ak da bg ati ak kat ko tok ko jge :)) sgt byk moment kite besame2 kan ? hehhehe.. n.. to my lovely sister hazwah atira.. thank u so much coz accpt me n aida to be ur sister.. we truly apprciat it.. n thank u so much for the watch tht u gave us.. i love it.. take care urself at there :) i will owes lurve u.. thnk u for the sweet moment tht u giv us :)) eam.. lastly.. thnx u to my uncle yg owes ad gn org n aida.. yg byk tlng org n aida.. byk spent time with us n yk supprt org time org kat seberang ritu.. thnx u so much sbb jge kan aida slame org tade kt ctu.. thnx a lot bro.. i will miss u badly :)) GOODBYE PDHL ! THANK FOR THE SWEET MOMENT THAT U GIVE TO ME N AIDA :))

-n-

i just want you to know who i am

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You are the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am